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Wednesday, 25 July 2012

Chapter 14 - Ripping Out Pages




Time is swift, it races by; opportunities are born and die, still you wait and will not try, a bird with wings who dare not rise and fly – AA Milne ~


He looked up towards her, his senses now controlled, the picture drawn. Smiling ever so slightly he signaled for her to sit down in front of him.

"Unless you think this is an interrogation of course," he winked. 

She growled, her eyes widening slightly at how relaxed he suddenly looked and stomped over to the seat in front of him and let herself sink into the soft leather, folding her arms in front of her chest once again. She looked to him pointedly. "Well start!"

He exhaled heavily and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees and bringing his hands to his face, suddenly feeling exhausted. Khushi loosened her arms and instead brought them in front of her, clasping her hands, leaning forward ever so slightly, her heart beating slightly faster all of a sudden. She continued to look towards his bowed head and as he slowly lifted it to look at her, their gazes met and held. His caramel orbs like scorching embers melting into her own confused eyes. They sat like that for a few seconds, until Arnav stood up and paced away, putting his hands inside his pockets. Khushi's eyes followed as he walked around. He cleared his throat, gaining time to think through how to start.

He sighed again, then turned to look towards her, "I honestly don't know where to begin Khushi," he began, his voice hoarse and raw, "things are just such a mess," he admitted, not quite meeting her eyes. She watched in silence, her features softer and understanding, giving him the time he needed to tell her.

"Khushi... The point of it is you aren't safe in India, so I had to make sure you were away for a little while," he stated blankly, looking away, unable to form the words he had meant to say.

Khushi's eyes widened instantly as fear rose in the pit of her stomach, she stood up abruptly, "what do you mean I'm not safe in India?" She questioned, her voice quiet but strong.

His eyes flitted towards her then looked away again, he sighed heavily, "You aren't safe in India because my mother wants to kill you." The last few words coming out through gritted teeth as anger towards Arundathi and then Shashi flared through him, the rage dancing fires in his eyes, he clenched his fists needing desperately to punch something.

Khushi watched horrified, still quite unable to fathom what Arnav had said. The hairs on her body stood up and her body trembled as she felt herself break into a cold sweat. "But that... That's absurd Arnav," she stammered, her breaths heavy and difficult.

He looked up towards her, appraising her horrified expression for a few seconds, the burning embers which were his eyes lightening for a mere few seconds, the only sound being that of the flight and their hurried breaths. He placed his hand on her shoulder, bringing her closer to look up at him, "I don't know Khushi, it's just all so complicated," he stated as she moved in closer, the curves of her body against his. "I guess it's because you refused to marry Aakash," he said looking into the depths of her hazel eyes, now glistening with tears still intact and un-shed, stating something which wasn't a lie but was not the whole truth either, for he knew a great deal more than that. But the truth of it being that it would open her truly and fully into his world, a world which he had hidden in the depths of his heart, in a dark corner of his mind for too longer. The truth of it was he didn't know how to narrate to her a buried story anymore.

She continued to stare into his eyes, her mind not quite willing to believe what she was hearing, as it didn't make much sense. She wasn't safe in India? Arundathi Raizada wanted her dead? All this because she refused to marry Aakash? Her eyebrows knitted together as she frowned and contemplated this, the fear slowly leaving her and confusion now replacing it. She pushed back from him suddenly, still scrutinising his eyes for a hint of something else but finding none. "That's insane!" She said, putting her hands in the air and smiling incredulously for a minute, then began to watch his face again as he looked away and focused his eyes to the ground. "What? Is this some sort of joke you guys have planned? Or are you guys like trying to surprise me with an occasion I've missed?" She questioned, bending sideways so that her face was in front of his once more, her smile slowly fading.

He looked to the other side then began walking away only for her small slender hand to grab his arm, rooting him to the spot, he closed his eyes momentarily, not quite sure how to go on. This was proving a lot a more difficult than he had anticipated.

"What the hell is happening here Arnav? This is all some sick joke right?" She questioned once again, her voice trembling ever so slightly now, the grip on his arm tightening. He turned around, calming himself down further  for his gaze to clash with hers once more, her troubled eyes urging him to simply engulf her in his embrace. He broke eye-contact, for fear that he may not be able to control himself if he didn't.

"Khushi... My mother is a dangerous woman," his words were quiet, almost distant, as if he had removed himself from his body and was now speaking these words to her from somewhere far away. "I couldn't risk keeping you there," he continued. "This was necessary," he stated looking into her eyes again, willing her to just believe him and move away from her need for answers that he wasn't prepared to give. He didn't want to tell her about the contract Shashi had signed, his mind whirring back to a conversation he had had earlier that day.

"Sir, there seem to be a few properties that were in Shashi's name a few years ago. But then they were transferred to Khushi's name. They are worth millions of dollars and are formed partly by expensive inherited land. It appears that when his company went bankrupt this was all that he had left."

"They are in Khushi's name?"

"Yes sir."

"Okay I don't have much time. Just find out about that damned contract and let me know what you know. I need to get to the bottom of this and quickly. Do you understand Aman?" 

"Yes sir on it right now!"

He must have replayed that conversation in his mind a dozen times. If only he had known sooner things could have gone differently. But slowly the little scraps of information that he did have were adding up. Arundathi no longer had the same amount of money that she had had when his father had been alive. Simply because it was now all in his name. The only income she received was from the two business partnerships she had, one of them being with Shashi. But she had invested her own money into rebuilding Shashi's business, so she must have done that with some sort of motive. And then the land that he had learned of only today, Khushi's land. And if Khushi had married Aakash that land could have become his right? That was the missing link, how would that work? But now Khushi had refused to marry Aakash, so all of her hard work would go to waste, all that money she had invested would be of no advantage to her? That would have to be the reason! That would have been why she signed the contract, maybe there was a certain clause in that contract that would transfer everything into Aakash's name once they were married. Whatever it was Arundathi was stupid, equally as stupid as Shashi. As Khushi was an adult Shashi no longer had the right to sign anything on her behalf.

She watched his face as various emotions flickered through it in silent confusion, her mind too flustered, perplexed at what was being said, at what was happening, at the fact that everything felt like a nightmare. This kind of thing didn't happen in reality, especially when it was said in such little detail. "But it doesn't make sense!" She screamed this time, moving back in agitation. It's not that she couldn't grasp that Arundathi could be a dangerous person, she had never liked the woman. She'd witnessed the pain in Arnav's eyes every mothers day when she had went and bought her amma a present and card. How he never celebrated his birthday and boarded himself up inside his room because that was the day his real mother had passed away. She knew there were issues between Arnav and Arundathi but why was she suddenly being focused on? "Why would she want to kill me because I refused to get married to Aakash?! That doesn't make any sense!" She screamed, her hands waving about animatedly.

"Khushi!" He exclaimed, anger flaring through him once more, his eyes dark and his eye brows arched as he grabbed her wrists. "Shut up! Shut up!" She stared back at him skeptically, her eyes wide and angry. "I don't fucking know how else to explain this okay?!" His face was only inches away from hers, his eyes boring in to her angry, fiery hazel orbs. "Why don't you ask your stupid father what he's done!" He exclaimed, then stood shocked for a moment, then letting go of her wrists stepped back, clenching his fists and scrunching his eyes shut. Shit! What had he just said, he hadn't meant to mention Shashi.

Khushi moved back in shocked disbelief, her mouth hanging open, her eyes nearly popping out of their sockets. "Wh... What?" She stuttered, "My father?" He looked away, not able to handle her confused, innocent eyes. She gulped, allowing his words to settle in, "Arnav!" She shouted grabbing his arm then moved in front of him, blocking his way. "You need to tell me the whole story! Now!" She yelled into his face and yet he continued to look down, away from her. She felt her annoyance exceed her holding capacity, his continued silence throwing her off of the edge, grasping his shoulder she shook him, the force coming out of nowhere. He looked up at her suddenly, slightly stunned by the strength she was displaying whilst she continued to glare, every last brink of patience leaving her. "Arnav! I am not a child! Stop hiding things about my own life from me and tell me the bloody truth!" Her voice rang shrill and loud, like a bell against the quietness of the cabin. She fell away from him, drained by her efforts, suddenly feeling weak and nauseous, her feet moving awkwardly underneath her, her ears ringing as her head started to feel hollow.

"Khushi? Khushi!" Arnav called out grabbing her hand and then lunging forward to hold her body as she wavered unsteadily. He could feel her shallow breath, the colour gradually draining out of her face. Panic rose as her weight on his arm increased. "Khushi," his voice came out a panicked whisper as he placed his hand on her face, her eyes fluttering rapidly as they began to close. "Khushi, Khushi," he shook her body, then leaning her body against his moved her over to a seat then placed her down.

****

"Ma'am I can't just book a flight and go!" Shyam exclaimed, exasperated with the psychotic woman's requests.

"Oh for godsake!" Arundathi yelled, "if you need money I'll put it in! Just get to Aberdeen!"

Shyam was slowly losing patience for her, he looked to the skies, his face twitching in annoyance, "Ma'am I do not have a visa to go! I cannot just get on a flight and go to a foreign country!" He exclaimed back, not able to hold his annoyance in bay.

Arundathi's eyes widened as this fact dawned upon her. "Oh you stupid fool!" She screamed into the phone then cut it off, already walking towards her wardrobe to grab her clothes. She'd just have to go and look for the little bitch herself!

****

"Khushi... Khushi!" Khushi began to flutter her eyes open to a distant, husky voice, a blurry image at first then blazing caramel orbs, wide and fearful peering into her own. She tried to move back, fully conscious now, then as he continued to peer into her she scanned her surroundings, where she was and what she was doing there only gradually dawning on her.

"Khushi? Are you okay?" His voice was tender, every little drop of anger replaced by concern. She looked to his hand which he had now placed on her cheek, the warmth of it offering comfort, she nodded lightly in return, then let the slightest smile break on her lips. The corners of his mouth lifted up in a grateful smile, then after watching her face for a few seconds and making sure she definitely was okay, he placed his hand on her shoulder, "have you eaten anything today?"

"No," she replied rolling her eyes, feeling extremely weak, her limbs heavy and her head throbbing.

He rolled his eyes back at her, rapidly feeling relaxed, thankful that nothing else was wrong with her. At first he had been worried that she had passed out due to shock, then quickly considered that she probably hadn't eaten. He moved over and grabbed the food that had been left by one of the crew members and opened it, his earlier irritation now completely gone. She was right, she wasn't a child and she would have to deal with the information in her own way. In a sense he was being unfair to her by keeping things from her, about his life, he could still justify that. But not about her own, she deserved to know about her own life. He passed the tray over to her but she didn't take it from him, to which he cocked up an eyebrow.

"Arnav, I want to know the truth first. I'll eat later," She waved her hand dismissively, her voice still weak and quiet.

He made a face, not new to her stubbornness. "Khushi, if you don't eat you'll pass out and go into a coma before I finish the story," he stated then pushed the tray of food into her hands and as she refused to comply just left it on her lap. Sitting himself into the seat in front of her he looked pointedly at the food, to which she seemed to pay no heed. "Start chewing and I'll start narrating," he then stated leaning back on his chair and folding his arms in front of him.

She frowned back, pouting and making a face then slowly started picking away at her food and raised her eyebrows, signalling for him to start.

~
Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
That everything I said and I did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
~

Lyrics credit: Maybe by Secondhand Serenade








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